These Secrets That We Keep

These secrets that we keep
they ooze from every orifice
and bleed from out my eyes.

My trust begins to wither
as they squirm and they slither.

There's no one i can tell
no one left who might understand
or bare the weight of these words
and the truth is left unheard.

Save Your Breath

 My eyes are open but I still can't find my way. I've tried to get over myself but even I can't conquer the mountain that is my emotional baggage. The grass is greener on the other side but that only meant that the slopes are more slippery. I don't know about you but I'm starting to think that all your advice is crap.

The Answer

Such promises sound splendid but why is it that you alone is never enough nor an option? For all I ever wanted was you. Just you.

The Question

What is it that you want from me?
I'd rearrange the stars at your request.
Revoke mountains and trees.
I would queen you for the city
I'd build in your name.
Provide for you
your every wish and longing.
Please allow me to do so,
for a love as great as our should be taken as such.
So please.
Allow me to do so.
All you need is ask.

THAT LOVE, WAS THE SOUND OF MY BREAKING HEART.

Did you hear that, Love?
That subtle ripping?
That deafenning clatter? 
That hint of dripping?
Yet somehow,
 you're not even sure if you heard it.
That love,
was the sound of my heart beat ceasing.
That dripp,
was the sound of all that we had slowly drainning from my viens.
That clatter
was what trust we had left.
Shattering,
like the illusion you somehow veiled me in.
That love,
was the sound of the very last ache that my heart will ever undergo
BECUASE OF YOU.